窗外的雨淅淅沥沥地下着，我蜷缩在医院走廊的长椅上，望着母亲苍白的脸庞，她一直是我最亲爱的妈妈，可现在,她却病重了。
我第一次感受到，原来照顾一个素不相识的人，会是如此的艰难，护士告诉我，妈妈的病情很重，可能撑不了多久了，我的心像被什么东西揪住了一样,呼吸变得急促。
我颤抖着从病房门口走进去，看着妈妈蜷缩在病床上，苍白的脸上布满了深深的皱纹，她的手还微微发抖，但 still holding my hand in hers. I felt a strange mix of emotions—pains and relief. I wanted to hold her tighter, to protect her, to make her feel safer.
"妈妈，我来了。"我轻声说，声音里带着颤抖，妈妈转过头，我看到她疲惫的眼睛里闪着泪光，她 weakly smiled at me, and I felt a lump form in my throat. I don't know why, but I felt a sense of relief. Maybe this was the end, and I could be with her until the end.
从那天起，我开始认认真真地照顾妈妈，每天早上，我会早早起床，准备妈妈喜欢喝的粥，她总是说，我做的粥比她自己煮的还要香，我 would pour the hot soup into a bowl, add some chopped vegetables, and put it on the table before she came in.
When she came in, I would sit by her bed and read her stories. I remember she used to love reading, but after her stroke, she lost her reading ability. I would pick books from the shelf, and we would talk about the stories as she read them aloud.
One night, it rained heavily outside. I was sitting by her bed, reading a book, when I heard a knock at the door. I opened it to find my brother standing there, looking worried. "Mom, you look really bad," he said, his voice filled with concern.
I looked at her, and I saw the same tired look in her eyes. "I'm sorry, brother," I said, holding her hand. "I'm here for you." I would hold her hand until she was no longer so weak.
The next morning, I found out the worst. She had passed away. I felt a wave of emotions that I couldn't describe. I felt a deep sense of loss, but also a strange sense of peace. Maybe this was the end, and I could be with her until the end.
I spent the rest of my days by her bed, reading her favorite books and telling her stories. I would hold her hand, and I would say goodbye, but I knew that one day, I would have to say goodbye again.
In the end, I learned that the best way to honor my mother is to be there for her, to take care of her, and to love her. And even though I didn't get to see her again, I know that she is resting in peace, watching over me, and knowing that I did my best to be her hero.
This日记记录了我对母亲的爱和孝顺，也让我明白，孝顺不仅仅是一个简单的动作,更是一种情感的表达和心灵的慰藉。
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