早上,我信心满满地走进教室，因为这次月考，我给自己定的目标是数学要考到90分以上，我反复练习了两遍试卷，确保每一个知识点都掌握得透彻，可当我看到试卷发下来的那一刻，我的手心沁出了汗，铅笔在试卷上划出一道道长长的痕迹。
考场上,我的手心一直冒冷汗，铅笔在试卷上“沙沙”作响，我仔细地读题，但心里却像被一只无形的手攥紧了，第一道大题看起来不难，但一不小心就容易出错，我深吸一口气，开始认真地思考每一道题，虽然最后的结果并不理想，但我尽力而为。
放学后,我把自己关在房间里，泪水不停地往下掉，妈妈这次不仅没有安慰我，反而严厉地批评了我，她问我：“你知道为什么考砸了？是因为你平时不努力吗？”我低着头，眼泪不停地往下掉，声音哽咽着：“我真的尽力了啊，可是……可是……”
回到家,妈妈翻开我的日记本，看到了这篇《我真后悔》，她翻开第一页， saw the first sentence: "今天是我最后悔的一天。" Her face turned ashen, and her lips trembled as if she were about to spill something.
"孩子，你知道为什么考砸了？" she asked, her voice filled with regret and disappointment.
"I know why I failed," I said, my voice trembling. "But I really tried my best."
"But you didn't try your best," she said firmly. "You always have this attitude. If you want to succeed, you need to work harder."
I sat there for a long time, not saying a word. I couldn't believe what I had done. I had let myself down, not just once, but every single day.
The next day, I went to the library and studied for hours. I borrowed all the math books from the library and practiced as much as I could. I told myself, "I can't let you see me failing again."
But the next test came, and I still didn't get the high score I wanted. I felt like I was stuck in a never-ending loop. I couldn't seem to get out of this rut.
One night, I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling. I couldn't sleep. I felt like I had let my mom down, not just today, but every single day. I had let myself down.
I got up and walked to the kitchen. I poured a glass of milk and took a deep breath. I knew I had to change. I had to do something different.
I went back to the library the next day, and this time, I didn't just study. I read books about how to be better, how to set goals, how to work hard. I realized that I had to change my attitude, not just my actions.
Now, every time I feel like giving up, I remember that day when I wrote "I'm so proud of myself for not giving up." And I push myself a little bit harder, knowing that I have to keep going.
And one day, when I look back, I realize that I have grown so much. I have learned that true success isn't just about getting good grades, but about how much you've grown as a person.
So, I'm proud of myself for not giving up. I'm proud of myself for trying my best every single day. And I know that even though I'm still not where I want to be, I'm getting there.
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